do i do what i always want
have i always played by the rules
who gives comfort when neither can
i can't see where i'm going
and i shouldn't look at where i've been
but there it is
like a montser in the closet at the age of 5
it's the scariest thing you'll ever know
and when it hits you you may not be ready
but how can you be ready for something you've never known
and when its here and your scared
and the one you want to run to
is running at you
what happens when you collide
what happens when they're not there comforting you
what happens when they expect what you need more
what happens when my dream falls apart 
what happens when no ones there to pick up the pieces
because no one knows its happening


is the mask that's never been removed so stuck that when i
finally need to remove it that it takes me with it. 

what happens when you fall and you're angel's not around?