A spark of silver,
Gleaming, calling,
I close my eyes,
Even as I'm falling,
If it was fair,
Pain would be dulled,
If it wasn't selfish,
Existence would be anulled,

A thousand reasons,
Merge into one,
Wish I could stop feeling,
Flick a switch and be numb,
My aspirations,
Fall short of solidity,
Each situation,
A jagged reality,

A forever that I didn't choose,
Who can wash away these blues?