I feel abandoned, but It feels good., by Loneliness is condescending Subscribe to rss feed for Loneliness is condescending 

I Hate me 
See this weakness growing in my eyes 
It’s tearing me apart
With the agony of another let down I’ve brought around 
“Don’t forget we love you” echoes on the phone
I want to yell and scream and let it all go 
I cant breath gasp for air “ I’m Fine”
Suppressing another emotional outburst 
                                I hate me cant you see
I’ll let these thoughts build up inside
Distracted at attempts to smile 
                                 What a lie I am
Posted: 2006-04-06 03:03:14 UTC
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2006-04-06 14:18:18lost the lonely dead
totally got this, identified with it, could have written it...im not really in that place right now but i often am and trying to find a different way to say it....throat of fire started more that way but kinda differed a bit