Although time passes me by
I'm standing morbidly,
morbidly in my mind.

Can't think of how life would be,
don't want to dig too deep,
don't want to feel the pain.
just standing here in the rain.

Gracious for life,
although wanting to die.

Wanting another day,
yet I'm afraid.

Stripping my blood of every impurity,
living life morbidly,
for all of eternity.

Close my eyes,
cross my heart,
I think back and then I start,
all over again,
and I gave you all of eternity to win.

I'm going through the motions, 
living through the pain,
feeling the radiation of your eyes,
staring deep into mine,
and I think over this "eternity"
and I'm fine.

I'm thinking too much,
I've just begun,
so why am I acting like you've
already won?

I've stripped my soul,
I've realized you are the impurity,
I vanguish you now,
for all of eternity.