I’m still running away 
Maybe you’ll come with me
Sleep hasn’t brought my content
Today was too much the same
I’m still thinking suicide
Love me while I cry tears I’ve never let go 
Likewise I will submit to you
Rescript my life for a better ending 
Underneath my mask of pacifistic joy
Narcissism clouds my eyes
I’ll find another way to let you down 
No one can see my time filled scars
Greeting with a hand shake
Always two feet out the door 
Walking farther into darkness
Armor of the fearful 
You’re lying to your faithful