What does one do 
without their family and friends
a net supposedly there 
to catch them when they fall
what happens if they push you out on your own
to make your way in the world
and they fail?
How do you get ahead
how do you believe in yourself 
when you have to start from nothing
blackness envelopes me 
with a hand reaching out
a light at the end of the tunnel he reaches for my hand to
pull me to the light
out of the darkness
away from my fears
instilling within me 
an ability to assess 
I am so lucky
I dont have much but its all i got
and right now?
its all I want