Today you should've seen my face,

it was wet from the tears i've cried. 

i'm to ashamed for you to see me

so my sadness i'll try to hide.

sadness and suicide, 

you've read between my lines. 

my life and poems are full of loneliness 

I've hoped to leave all this behind.



my daily life is torture 

few tiny shots of joy. 

now all i see in the mirror,

is a worthless broken toy.



they say that time will heal a heart 

but it's been a while. 

there seems to be no ending to 

the suffering i have inside