i was alone, unnoticed. a pessimist, a jerk
i don't think.
i just do what i want to do irregardless of the
consequences.
and then it happened.
the biggest regret of my life.

i thought i'd be crazy back then
until you came in the picture
like my knight-in-shining-armor.

it was then i remembered
the days i've ignored you,
hurt you and made you cry.

i thought love and destiny are playing tricks on me.
until it came to the point where
i can't remember who i really am,
who i was and who i should be.
it's as if im trapped in a world where
no one even dared to stop and help me.
and so i thought.

i thought of letting everything go especially you
but this feeling inside me can't. it just couldn't.
yet i was afraid. 
so afraid to be with you and let you in
inside this elusive heart of mine.

i didn't turn out to be the same person you knew back then,
but you've accepted me for simply being me.
you've taken me away from this tragic world i'm in.
wiped my tears not minding your own tears falling because of
me.

i don't know what i did to deserve you.
but im grateful that you're now here by my side.
thanking HIM is not enough for giving you to me
and maybe 
even the greatest poets wouldn't come up
with the right words that would fit
in describing what i feel right now.

i want you to know
that i will keep you forever
cherish every moment we're together.
and even though we're miles apart
i ain't missing you that much

you know why?

coz when i'm starting to miss you,
i'd just feel my heart,
coz that's where you'll always be,
always inside my heart...