I can't even write
the words just won't come.
My life is a lie
a tangled, dirty mess. 
My mind is filled,
but nothing is filling it.
I wanna cry 
but the tears won't come either.
I try to think of something positive
something good
but nothing comes to mind
You say I've had a 12 course meal?
I'm sorry I disappointed you
I didn't try 
but that just comes easily 
to a screw up like me