you were supposed to be there for me
love me
and all you did was hurt me.
you never threatned me
but, i am ashamed.
scared.
hurt.
i cant even look at you.
but still i saw you almost every day of my life.

late nights.
waking up and feeling you.
all over me.
again and again.
over and over.
tears pouring out.
before i realize,
its only a dream.

my life was drained.
i could've said no
but i let you take my life.
i let you.