she lays there
broken up inside
a secret door i cannot find
to open up 
to heart and mind
blocked out our voices
in her dismay 
a dismol truth
she's locked away 
fill a void 
with night and dark
keep out by will
a reaching heart
and the emptiness
play role 
in agony and death
she'll fall
to waters murky 
in undertoe
where creatures of a swamp 
would crawl
her soul has banished
to endoused
in waters
where she drowns her loved ones out