Oh God, what have I become?

I have to snap out of this!

I go to stop yelling at her..

I have to stop hurting her!

I love her..

But 

If I really love her..

than why do I hurt her?

I really do love her

But

I have to let her go...

She can't continue living like this

If I continue loving her

keeping her...

Than someday soon







..I might end up killing her.