Why can't I feel?
Why can't I feel his  touch.
His  Piercing eyes going through my soul.
My heart.
I don't feel any compassion.
I don't feel any Sorrow.
Feelings are for the weak.
But does this make me strong?
Does this make me a a true woman?
What woman could I be? If I wasn't enraged by a death of my
loved one?
What Kind of woman wouldn't shed a tear for his son or
daughter?

I want to say I'd give anything