I hurt so much

Feels like im about to explode

Don’t know what to do

Boyfriend seems so distance

Don’t know how long it’s going to last

Should talk about it to him

It won’t last for very long

 

Doesn’t seem like tomorrow will come

Shoulders feel heavy

Heart is slowing down

Eyes are going weak

Feel like crying

This pain that I feel

How to explain it to everyone

 

Will people understand me

Can try to anyhow

Feel so worthless

Nothing to do

Fingers are trembling

Feel so shaky

What to do

Where can I go

I feel so distance from people

Not myself lately

Just want to run far away somewhere

But where

What can I do to stop all this

Who would help

May 22, 2007