talk and talk
no time
to brace myself for the future
to what you were about to say
the question still burns in my heart
when you asked
those words
i was not ready
do you love me ?
confusion
the truth escapes me
the answer is not coming
i want to say yes
but i doubt 
i wonder
is this answer untrue
im about to say no 
but cant bring my self 
to speak the words
for fear of hurting him
or for the fear 
of saying what is not real
do i love you?
do i know you?
if things to me 
are so unclear
then you do not deserve my answer
Yet at the present time
i have one thing to say
im sorry
but im unready 
to say
"I Love You"