At night I when I lay my head on my pillow, 
I look through my window and seen the moon light,
where within hours will be gone.

I think about how I feel right now...
About how much pain you put in me without even noticing..
Then I think why bother?
You act like you don't care.
When you are around her, I tell you bye you just turn to
leave...
You didn't do that before.
I tell you I love you,
You again just ignore.
You never did that before.

When behind close doors and behind my closed heart.
I am so angery, crying, happy, and hurt...
then I am with you and I'm okay again..

A month goes by without you...
I begin to wonder again. 
Then I think about that night...
before there was an us 

about how I couldn't stop smileing the morning after.
And how much I wanted your touch one more time.
Then at my party where your kiss felt so good.
where I felt completly happy and no confusion

Then I stop and realize I want you even more...
I always have. 
I don't want us to end but I want us to end before our
friendship does.....

I never want the happiness to go away or the feeling of
falling in love...
Jus the hurt and confusion...
I love you baby....
I don't want to leave......
I don't wabt to push you away......
I don't want you to leave....

I don't want us to leave.....

Baby I want you...,
I need you....

Baby stay with me, don't let go.

Baby don't leave



~Note: This may seem confusing to sum of u but that is the
point I want him I want to be with him but want and gonna
are two diff. things