I'm back to hell,
I'm back once more.
I thought I'd win,
But now I'm torn. 
 Why even try,
And get my hopes so high.
Just to have them crushed to lots of dust. 
 How could I believe I'd be fine,
When I knew
That in time,
I'd be here,
In this place.
Lost again,
I was replaced. 
 I could do nothing at all.
Just sit here staring at a wall.
And yet, my world will change.
Still,
I am blamed.