I ache I cry I long for his love
The fantasy is no more
I try to pretend, but I know
He will never love just me.
What is wrong with me?

I still want to believe 
the lies told to me
I guess the joke is on me
not funny just destruction 
to the beautiful soul that once was me

I struggle to regain my way
but I can not let go
I still love him so
Why can't he see 
how great we could be

I look for new love 
but I don't I think it's meant for me
to find the one that loves just me
So I cling to the hope 
He will one day love just me