As she lays there

Cold

Hard

Motionless

You see her there

And think to yourself

Would it have been better?

If you just saw her

And did not know what had happened

You didn’t know that she took her own life

That she was in so much pain

And that she could not take it anymore

That she was not strong enough to handle the suffering

Would it have been better if you were not able to really see
her?

You were not able to notice the cuts on her arm

And you were not able to see the deep red stains on her
clothing

And you were not able to realize the pain portrayed by her
face

As if it was a part of her body

A part of her soul

Or be able to see the glass in her arm or the knife drowning
in the sticky red liquid that came from her body 

Would it have been better that you were not there no hear
her screams and shouts

That you hadn’t experienced and overheard the pain that
her sad voice passed

That you hadn’t heard the slash of when she cut herself
too deep

That you hadn’t heard the blood eager to get out of her
body 

And kill her

Would it have really been better?~*