is anyone listening?
can anyone even hear?
can i say anything?
a sentance
a phrase
a word
a letter?

why do people always ignore
what may seem pathetic
so important?
does anyone even care anymore?
someone please hear me out!

i am a nobody
the shadow in the alley
the one who everyone is afraid of
pushed around and so 

alone

my world is dark and gloom
with nothing here just my soul
and plus
it's all my fault
why did i have to get in this mess?
why did i ever listen? 
why?
WHY?

i want to be myself again
i hate the world
people who influence you
to be not you
thier little
marianette
who pulls my strings
tells me what im
                going 
to do

but deep inside this costume is me
yelling screaming
I HATE YOU! 
I HATE ME!
YOU STUPID STRINGS!

then i just stop

what can tears do?

realize this
i can never get out

i 
 am 
   d
    o
     l
      l