So suddenly your laying there, sitting up
Spinning but perfectly still
Living it up but in a sad way slowing dieing

So low but very high
Popping those pills
Swallowing the life you chose so easily

Dancing to the beat of your drugs
Feeling the effects of poison 
Telling your self lies, just to get through the night

So is it worth it , the puke on your face
The pain in your eyes 
The skin hanging off your bones

Helpless, I stand in the shadows
Going over in my head your words
“Don't worry I have everything under control”

           Felicia Mac