i would sit in my room
waiting for u to come
you used to make me play your
fun and torerous games
until i can no longer
bare the pains.
      For hours you would sit there
making me suffer with....
images, songs, quotes, food, and unbrearable objects
      or hours i would cry, and cry
and u just sat there watching me.
once the blade touched my skin u were 
proud, happy, and satisfied.
You would leave my room to leave me
in my tears and to see my blood...
 
i know u will return in a few days for a fresh
blood run......