i am numb
i am numb to everything
i no longer fear my fears
i no longer feel the cold upon my flesh
i no longer feel the tears streaming down my face
i am now facing my deepest fear
i am now freezing to death in my own pain
i am now drowning in my own tears
everything i once thought was .... was not 
it has all been turned against me 
everyone i thought was my friend turned out to be my emeny 
the one person i thought i was done with 
turns out to be the reason i am numb