Do you think that I don't see
when someone else has caught your eye
It is so painfully obvious to me
everything changes about you
your posture, your voice, your actions
I know without even having to try
for I can feel it in my soul
But your so busy looking elsewhere
that you don't see the pain in me
the pain caused by your wandering eyes
I hate to watch you watch her
whoever she is this time
but I can't seem to stop myself
no matter how painful it gets
I'm always amazed at how consumed you get
while knowing that I am right there
I always have the urge to walk away
but I'm not sure if I'd ever come back. 




BJS
10/07/09