I hear you talking so deep and sexy
the way that you used to talk to me
now it breaks my heart instead of melting it
for you are not talking to me
no, not anymore
And I see you listen intently
taking in every word
paying such close attention
but that's not how you listen to me
no, not anymore
I see that special look you give
when looking at someone you desire
but never am I that someone
no, not anymore
And I can feel the tension of your lust
sometimes so thick that I cannot breathe
but its not directed at me
no, not anymore
I can remember how you used to make me feel
so sexy, so loved, all that you needed
but now I never feel that way
no, not anymore
Now what am I to do?



BJS
10/10/09