As i sit here all alone and cry,
  And wonder why your not here by my side,
  I think back on how much time we spent,
  Saying "I love you when we don't even know what it meant.
  When I lay down not breathing,
  I ponder on what your thinking,
  I think about why you lied to me,
  Saying all those things not just to me,
  I wanted to be only yours,
  I needed you to love me,
  But all you did was hurt my heart,
  All yo idd was break me,
  All you did was lie to me,
  All you did was kill me,
  Now I'm dead with a bullet in my head,
  Are you happy without me?