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I want to give myself a scar.
My very first scar that would be on purpose.
I want to feel the blood run down.
I want to feel some pain.
I want to feel the coldness of the blood.
Why cant I?
Nobody will notice!
No one pays attention.
Why not just add one little scar onto my arm?
Oh yeah!
I know why!
Because I am to weak!
I cant work up the nerve to do it!
It just kills me that I cant.
I want a way to forget,
Even for a little while,
The pain I am in right now. 
But why? 
Why cant I do it?
Why am I so weak?
I want to!
I want to see the blood.
I want to feel it run down my arm.
I want to feel a better pain.
Posted: 2010-01-08 23:50:10 UTC

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2010-01-13 02:09:28izzy
i dont think ur weak, for not cutting. in my opinion i think that means ur strong for not doing that.