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I'm struggling with my feelings,
Trying to pull myself up when I'm down,
Feel like I'm on the edge of tears and I have no clue why,
I always put myself through this every time,
My heart can't stop from reaching to someone,
Hoping for some companion.
It wants to feel loved but knows its not the right time. 
Every time I put myself through this I come up hurt again.
And why?
I have no idea.
For who?
Basically no one that's worth my time.
how do i know this?
I'm scared to get to know that person,
Like them even more and find out they don't feel the same
way.
Then all I do is become sad and go into this depression
state. 
Somehow I need to be strong but I haven't found a way.
My tears spill so easily,
And my smile goes away,
I need to put some lock on my heart.
But I haven't found a way. 
who am I kidding,
This is hopeless.
I guess on my death bed I'll be all alone.
And when i try to reach out for a hand to hold mine,
In my hour of need,
All I'll feel is the air,
And nothing else.
Posted: 2010-02-03 02:35:57 UTC

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2010-02-04 18:44:16Invisible Poet
Im sure you have heard this before, there is someone for everyone right? well i actually think this is something someone made up to feel better about themselves beong alone, it gave them an excuse to wait for the right person, Dont be afraid of showing people your true colors the ones who laugh or make fun arent worth your time, and the ones who show you theres in return are people probably in the same situation as yourself waiting for someone else to initiate the chain of events.

2010-02-19 04:08:16true_poet
thanks invisible poet!