"Why don't you believe in God?"

Well my friend,
"The All Mighty" 
"All Forgiving"
Bastard, 

Took my mom away.
The only family member 
    that cares,
The one who actually
    took time to help.

Now what?
Why would I Pray to Him,
All He does is ruin my life.

I want my mom.
I want to murder that man
     who hit her drunk.
I want to leave.

Thanks God.
For making my life
    Even more difficult.