messed up
overrated
too much
to handle
can't breathe
caught in 
so much drama

not school 
not friends
not any
other
just family
just broken
wish i had
another

need someone 
to talk to 
i have so much
on my plate
i'm falling over 
into my lies

i said too much
i did too many
things i can't
forget

starting over
sounds good
but what would i learn?
to perfect
and to regret
what would that do?
just add on 
to my problems
what change would that do...

right now
i wish i had
a better life
but really what i need to do
is do something about it
not sit
and gather pity
but try to made a difference 
follow through with what i say
and maybe
it'll get better