in a swirling darkness,
im drowning in ur rageing ocean eyes,
heart laying next to mine,
i listoen for a heart beat but, all i hear is silance,
youve gone im still here,
i miss your smell of sweet musk and persperation.
why did you go to her?
left me all alone to cry?
let me fail,failure,
is death to me ,
your dead to me,
even tho i say this,
when i go to sleep at night you will always 
be in mi nightmares!