Scars and Cutting, by *razor_blades_&_kisses*
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I have scars
from cutting.
I have scars from
heartache and pain.
I have scars from you
and your little jokes.
I have over 300 scars..
from all the pain you've put me
through. I have them all over my arms,
legs,chest,wrists,and stomach.I cant stop..
it's an additction and of course you would know
about that when you had an addiction to pot I had an
addiction to cutting,self injury,self harm,whatever you
wanna call it. I cant feel anything so go ahead say sumthin
hurtful it wont hurt me I've had cuts big and small,heart
ache and pain.I just dont wanna stay here any more,
I wanna die..because I'm nothing but a piece of shit
to you. I mean nothing to you even though you told
me that I meant the world to you so that was a lie.
that's why I have scars and why I cut-because you lie.
You are the worst Liar I know..and it's really bad
when you lie to me,and I'm your girlfriend.
I have scars
from cutting,
scars from loving
you. |
| Posted: 2005-05-08 19:22:31 UTC |
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| 2005-07-08 03:58:21 | RvnFeathers |
| God loves you and does not want you adoring anyone but him for he is a jealous God. Worship God as you worship the man you scar yourself for daily. God Bless and Take care |
| 2005-08-06 01:35:24 | love nothing >>-- |
| If he cheats and treats you like that, dump his sorry ass, forget about him, He sounds like a prick that isnt worth a dime. Get on with your life!! |
| 2005-08-09 08:58:07 | little_irish_rose |
| your boyfriend sounds alot like my ex.... he use to smoke pot and he said those same lies to me.... then he cheated on me.... but i still love him even though we broke up..... im a cutter too.... and i have a lot of scars on my body from wut my ex did to me.... so i understand where you're coming from.... your poem meant a lot to me.... |
| 2005-09-03 02:17:43 | lissyleigh |
| Men suck. I used to cut bad but I'm trying to stop and I know how you feel with this one. |
| 2005-09-08 18:47:55 | guitarchica |
| That was excellent... I LOVE IT...personally i'm the same way... |
| 2005-10-11 00:53:36 | Amby |
| The only part I liked was the end.
I have scars
from cutting,
scars from loving
you.
That was the only poetic part to it. The rest sounds like a bunch of mumbled drama in a letter.
Anyway. Cutting is a very serious addiction, I do hope you'll eventually be able to leave that behind. I'm 'recovering' myself, and can honestly tell you the grass is much greener on the other side.
Good luck to you!
Amby |
| 2005-10-27 04:49:36 | xXvampirequeenXx |
| i cant say i know exactly what you are going through cuz no knows. but i was really heavily into cutting and ive attempted suicide so many times and ive been in mental institutions for a while because of it at time i really felt there was no point on living but theres was always something holding me back from making that cut a lil deeper or pulling the trigger. and i think theres something holding you back too but you dont know what it is yet. i found my reason maybe soon you'll find your reason... to live |
| 2005-11-23 15:43:52 | Ananya |
| i hope things get better
i feel for you!
remember
poems are easier
to hide than scars
you can write hundreds
and stay alive
xx |
| 2006-01-05 08:12:40 | . QUEENIE . |
| i feel, you pain. i suffer your actrions, and i have for three years. . . i hope that you find the strength inside yourself you need for the task ahead of you. |
| 2006-01-25 23:30:07 | love nothing >>-- |
| ok well my old comment to u sounded mean now that i read it, and i know how it is to want to hate someone SO MUCH and yet love them anyways...im a cutter now too, and i love it. |
| 2006-09-04 02:18:22 | Razorblade Kisses |
| I have been through this many times and will probably expierience it again.This poem to me is more about devotion rather then cutting(which,is a long hard road to walk down)
So dear ,hang in and keep on ,keeping on! |
| 2006-10-20 02:34:07 | Laura |
| I know how you feel I'm also going through the same thing right now, i've cut and i'm trying to stop, and my boyfriend lies and i'm also getting rid of him. but dont give up! there is alway hope! and you can take my word on that. |
| 2006-11-18 18:37:10 | ~I lay bleeding on the floor where you left me~ |
| What you do is get a new boyfriend. Don't live in the past. Who cares about one boyfriend. There are few great guys out there. You just gotta find the right one by being critical at first. Find one that'll fit your wants in a man. Don't be an emo 'cause everyone who's smart will look down upon you because you can't get over a simple matter. Prove them wrong. :) |
| 2006-11-21 04:19:01 | Lovemepink |
| There is someone who loves you and can heal your physical and emotional scares... do you know who that is? Would you like me to help you? |
| 2006-12-14 05:39:27 | *Psychopathic Child* |
| i can understand this because i have the same addiction, i understand what its like how great it feels to cut deep inside to deal with the sorrows of everyday life |
| 2006-12-28 19:09:51 | Just Eat My Heart Out |
| i like hello heartaches first comment... DUMP HIS SORRY DUMB ASS!!! he isnt worth your time... cutting isnt worth it either... |
| 2007-01-01 21:22:07 | sk8t3R gal 4 eva |
| man... thaz a good poem, but you shouldn't cut yourself over that!! a guy cheatin on you isnt worth dieng for!!! dont do that! but iz a good poem! |
| 2007-05-04 17:05:17 | Frank |
| You good. I know how u feel razor blades. But they cut but i prefer to use a semi-sharp thing and repeatly dig in to bleed. E-mail me some time, [email protected] |
| 2007-06-04 02:53:12 | .:side:walk:. |
| i've been doing the same thing, and it's pretty addicting- sadly. Your poem is quite understanding and specific, I love it. I wish for you the best, take care! |
| 2007-07-12 04:58:11 | Gothic Angel |
| i loved the feeling you put into this poem. i have a friend named Bailey who would fit this perfectly... and i'll be praying for you |
| 2007-08-06 20:17:51 | destiny_light |
| ok the advice i give to you is suck it up and break up with him your bettere then him |
| 2007-09-24 18:43:44 | Sarah |
| Once again a great poem. I just think it sucks when a girl has to sink to that point because of a guy. Guys are just suck. |
| 2008-01-10 22:38:45 | xxxlostintherainxxx |
| i can really relate.
i used to cut my arm right where my shoulder "ends" so nobody would see. eventually i made it to my wrists. it really is an addiction... |
| 2008-01-19 00:47:05 | Skin~Essays |
| i feel ur pain... i cut tooo... |
| 2008-06-16 08:18:14 | Just Eat My Heart Out |
| this is great..i cut too...i know exactly what its like.you'll get through it,babe. |
| 2008-10-03 02:54:51 | Josiah Hammond :) |
| wow this wants to make me cry i am so sorry for u. im not going to tell u to quit like others because i have been there before. but i will tell u that u must look to those around u friends anyone u can cry in front of. he is not worth ur tears this much is true because no one deserves to cry or hurt them selves for some one else. i am sorry this has happened please talk to me anytime im hear for those who just want to talk |
| 2009-02-15 23:43:32 | Hanakin |
| I really Liked the last couple of lines :) |
| 2009-03-07 21:34:28 | SAMIRA JONES |
| SEAT HEART I UNDERSTAND BECUASE IVE BEEN THROUGH THAT BUT IF THIS POEM IS TRUE THEN YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO ME...DON'T STAY WITH ANYONE THATS GONNA MAKE YOU HATE YOURSELF..I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUR GON THROUGH..LISTEN MOVE ON DATE ALL KINDS OF GUYS. KEEP YOUR MIND FOCAS ON THEM TRY TO BLOCK HIM OUT BECAUSE HES NOT WORTH IT. AND HE DOSEN'T LOVE YOU HUN IF HES CONTINUSLEY LIES TO YOU..KEEP YOU HEAD UP AND GET YOUR NUMBER CHANGED AND BABE JUST MOVE ON |
| 2009-10-17 06:18:24 | *Broken Wings* |
| G.O.D Damn i been thought that and i feel your pain relationships are hard and sometimes guy don't understand that most women love deep and we need attention and affection a lot, we sometimes need some reassured to and it not about self esteem it's about clearance within ourself that's all, think about it. and your not alone |
| 2010-02-01 20:46:33 | brad1990 |
| wow thats an intence poem |
| 2010-02-19 02:54:56 | Cindy |
| I understand you alot, I cut all the time, Although I'd wish i would stop. I'm sorry for everything that has happened to you. Good poem... I can tell it has lots of emotion behind its words. And this dude... he sounds like an assholee.
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| 2010-03-19 06:10:49 | GlassChild |
| i am probably younger than you but i would have to say...dump him...all of his lies have to go...all of this heartache has to go...my friend cuts too....when she gets stressed or is sad she can't think...she has to cut it would be the only way to clear her head...i am half cutter except for the cuttin part...i scratch...i wish i had the courage to relieve the pressure but i can't....just dump him and get on with your life...you could do something great...take you biggest dream and make it a reality
Goddess Bless
Alexis |