i hold back the smiles
and tears 
case i desided
not to care 
every time i
open up
i get shut down so


why bother 
why feel like a clown
why love

its never really real
just smiles here and there
cute saying like honey and dear
late night calls
whats the point of it all..

why say i love you
why give it your all
why wait on something that not true

here i am right in front of you
tell u how i feel 
and you did'nt get it at all


why do i hold back my smiles 
case i don't want you to know i care

why do i hold back my tears case 
i don't want you to see me cry

why don't i bother case you should already know

why do i feel like a clown case your the 
only guy i feel like this around 

why do i say things like that about love
case there the things i like the most

why say i love you case your the only one i would say it
too

why give it your all case there nothing else i want to do

why wait case you never when you'll have the change again

That is why.......