I love Jesus Christ as the man who taught the wisdom of love
and bearing I love him for his miracles, for his multiple
healing. I love Jesus for his tremendous sacrifice on the
cross. The words of Jesus Christ brought peace to my mind. I
started feeling that my life is worth living and I am not
that bad the way I used to thin about myself. I thank you
Jesus Christ for teaching me how to love everyone, be
patient to everyone, and how to be spiritually strong and
not to give up.
Thank you Jesus Christ for your wonderful teachings about
God. And thank you that because of you we have such
wonderful holidays - Christmas and Easter.
God, I sometimes wonder the way people made hasty decisions
about my act. They said that I have short span attention
while I left the congregation not because I was getting
bored. Sometimes, I simply needed to go to washroom or had
some important appointments. If I started discussing the way
I see You and bible, many people start immediately assuming
that I started losing faith in you. But You know that it is
no true.
All wanted is hearing and seeing the truth. I don't want to
walk in darkness, I want to follow the light. I want to
follow You. Because you are the light, You are alpha amega.
You came to be my friend. And You are My Friend. You rejoice
in sharing truth and only truth with me. You never told me
that I was a loser and many girls are better than me. You
helped me a lot oh God. Thank You for the parents, thank you
for the friends, thank you for Canada.
You know God, there are so many things I wanted to share
with people in the church, but so many of them don't accept
me. I can't come on stage to share what has been revealed to
me. I don't think that I would be ever permitted. But maybe
it is for good. Frankly to say, I don't know. But thank you
that Andrew became one who started listening to my words.
God, I am so happy that I have a friend like Andrew Maybe he
is not really my friend just a fellow, but what a fellow!
I tried to share some news with Lara and she snapped on me.
Oh Lord, if I am not good for those sisters, if those
sisters start looking down at me, I know that You are not
with them. I know Lord that you wouldn't support the
arrogance, as well as my selfishness. You are higher than
that. God, Alice is far away from me, and it looks like she
was the only woman (except some of my relatives) who proved
to be a nice fellow. She said so many nice things to me. She
didn't give up on our friendship. She is very nice person.
So, God please take care of her.
I know that I cannot add anything to the bible, but at this
moment I to be honest I wish to have some opportunity to
share some words with the first disciples of Jesus Christ.
Dear disciples, keep commandments which Jesus Christ had
given to you deep down your hearts and act according to
them. Be patient with one another, for there is much more to
bear with many others. Love one another, love your enemies,
but not let them take away your dignity. Know that almost
all of you are going to be executed and killed, but there is
a great reward is waiting for you in heaven. Watch out and
be careful what you do and what you say. For there will be
many who would use bible in the way to control masses and
cause a lot of grief among the nations. Believe in the words
of Jesus Christ for there is big deal of truth within them.
Yes, many false prophets will come under the name of Jesus
Christ. And they will kill many of those who preached the
truth. There will be truth seekers who would reveal the
things which would be so incredible that many God followers
would simply refuse to believe in them. The Christian and
other religion society will be a great executioner of truth.
False satanists and witches along with innocent animals will
be executed in the most horrible ways. Church will kill many
of those who would teach the world how to heal many
diseases, how to take care of land, and how to fly. Many
church will be a shame to God and full of hypocrisy. But you
don't be like them, and don't let any of your brothers and
sisters do that. And in your letters don't write just
"brothers", write also "sisters". Respect your sisters and
love them. At the same time don't let them go off-hand, but
prompt them to be a loving wife, caring mother, and grateful
daughter. The same should be to brothers. Again respect one
another and give chance to one another to speak their minds.
Don't go too stiff or too loose in regard of bearing with
one another. There are always will be things which require
immediate attention and rigorous correction and many others
which are too insignificant to be picky about. You might not
be picky about what the person eats or how many times he or
she fasts, but be picky about the health, be picky about the
order within your home. For there will be time when much of
the land and water will be covered with sticky mud which
would hurt many living creatures. The water would be
poisonous to drink and air poisonous to breath. This is
because many people would go away from God, and will choose
physical wealth over spiritual one, money over love. Take
care of all animals for their will be times when many of
them will perish because of humanity. Just remember Noah who
despite incredibly low number or workers managed to take
care of every two animals of each species so all all the
later on would be saved. But there will be other loss. Many
flowers will be destroyed because of human negligence.
Despite numerous famines and wars the number of people will
grow higher to the point when it became devouring itself.
And that is where the hell starts. Therefore, start caring
for each other. No to messing the land and waters, no too
mass slaughter of animals for the sake of fun and territory.
Love animals for you will know how it is precious to be
loved by them. Love the land and waters, for if you do that
you show by that your true love to God. Stop hurting each
other. Stop senseless wars. Stop approach of hell. Tell
everyone else what I said to you. Who has hears let him
hear. Thank you God for being with me. With Jesus Christ I
pray, Amen.
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