I wont let this go
never again will i let you this close to me 
how you can even do what you did
i dont know
i hate you for this 
for breaking me 
i am ruined for everyone and anyone who will try to love me
who will try to care 
but im sure you already knew that
i will put up my walls becuz that is the only way i feel
safe and if someone really loves me they will understand
that 
they will work on it with me
help me 
and i will help them