insensitive, aloof, anesthetized, apathetic, asleep, 
benumbed, callous, casual, comatose, dazed, dead, deadened,

detached, disinterested, frozen, immobilized, incurious, 
indifferent, insensate, insensible, insentient, lethargic, 
listless, numbed, paralyzed, phlegmatic, remote, senseless,

stupefied, stuporous, torpid, unconcerned, unconscious, 
uncurious, unfeeling, uninterested, indifferent, 
anesthetized, apathetic, asleep, boring, callous, cold, 
deadened, dull, flat, frigid, glassy, glazed, inert, 
insensitive, insipid, lukewarm, numb, numbed, paralyzed, 
senseless, spiritless, stagnant, stale, still, tasteless, 
torpid, unfeeling, unresponsive, vapid, wooden, 
anesthetize, benumb, blunt, deaden, desensitize, dope, dope

up, dose, dose up, fix, hit, knock out, medicate, 
narcotize, numb, poison, relax, sedate, stupefy, treat, 
apathetic, asleep, closed down, dead, dormant, down, dull, 
idle, immobile, impassive, impotent, inactive, inanimate, 
indolent, languid, languorous, lazy, leaden, listless, 
motionless, numb, on ice, paralyzed, passive, phlegmatic, 
powerless, quiescent, quiet, slack, sleepy, slothful, 
sluggard, sluggish, slumberous, static, still, stolid, 
torpid, unmoving, unreactive, unresponsive, lifeless, bare,

barren, bereft, deficient, denuded, destitute, free from, 
innocent, lacking, needed, sans, unprovided with, vacant, 
void, wanting, without, empty, abandoned, bare, barren, 
bereft, clear, deprived, destitute, devoid, drained, 
emptied, free, lacking, scant, short, shy, tenantless, 
unfilled, unoccupied, vacant, vacuous, without, avoided, 
bad, dead, forceless, fruitless, ineffective, ineffectual, 
inoperative, invalid, meaningless, negated, not viable, 
nugatory, null, set aside, sterile, unconfirmed, 
unenforceable, unfruitful, unratified, unsanctioned, 
unsuccessful, useless, vain, voided, worthless, nullify, 
meaningless, blank, blankness, cavity, gap, hole, hollow, 
lack, nihility, nothingness, nullity, opening, space, 
vacuity, vacuum, want, emptiness, clear, deplete, 
discharge, dispose, drain, dump, eject, eliminate, emit, 
evacuate, flow, give off, go, pour, relieve, remove, throw 
out, vacate, abnegate, abrogate, annul, black out, bleep, 
blue pencil, clean up, cut, ding, discharge, dissolve, 
drop, gut, invalidate, kill, knock out, launder, nix, 
nullify, quash, queer, rescind, rub, sanitize, shoot down, 
snip, squash, squelch, sterilize, take out, torpedo, trim, 
vacate, wipe out, zing, abate, abrogate, annihilate, annul,

call off, cancel, defeat, destroy, disestablish, dissolve, 
do away with, eliminate, end, eradicate, erase, expunge, 
extinguish, extirpate, finish, inhibit, invalidate, kill, 
negate, nix, nullify, obliterate, overthrow, overturn, 
prohibit, quash, repeal, repudiate, rescind, revoke, scrub,

set aside, squelch, stamp out, stop, subvert, supersede, 
suppress, terminate, undo, vacate, vitiate, void, wipe out,

zap, dearth, deficiency, drought, inadequacy, 
insufficiency, lack, need, omission, privation, 
unavailability, void, want, abysm, chasm, crevasse, depth, 
fissure, gorge, gulf, hole, pit, void....
i need closure.