Talking about this part of my life is tough
It took a great toll on me 
And taught me what it felt like to
Never be enough

No one expects these words to
Pour from my lips
Its always a big surprise
But all i really want is someone who relates, understands,
and gets

I havent realized until just now how much that junture
affected me
Scraped a mark and just continued on 
Like a stupid boy might be

I felt a lot of emotions then
Ones that were completely new to me
Some of them i didnt think i
Would feel as intensly again

Im learning from the past
Each day gaining new knowledge
And to let people love me for what i am and remove the mask