The Insanity Of Love

How does one say goodbye when the person is already gone? How does one cry when there's no more tears to be shed? You lie awake and wonder what to do with the pieces of your heart. You think of all the wonderful moments and hope that they will sustain you. Then you come apart. The laughter that comes is not from joy but from the mockery of life. You look back, trying to figure out what went wrong and the darkness descends. Taking with it the light that was once so pure and true. Hope no longer holds a place in your heart. Doubt then becomes the thread that you hold on to. The moment where you think that you are the one incapable of love. How can one be sure of who to trust with something as precious as your heart, when more times than not it will be broken? The insanity of love takes hold and you hope to survive. You call upon the Most High for answers you may never know. You wonder along in a daze hoping for some reprieve. You think that one minute you're happy and then the next minuteit all falls apart.