I'm torn inside
By thoughts and dreams
decisions i can't make
my head is spinning 
my thoughts are killing
i feel i'm slipping away
to do one thing 
or to choose another
i feel like i could die
now as i try 
to maintain my mind
there is one thing i can't find
the right adaption 
for satisfaction
it's lost it cant be found
a lonely life
my only life
filled with nothing but strife