i wish the night would take me far from this place.
i wish that i could leave now, keeping my dignity, my
grace.

i wish the stars would make me a home, So when the night
falls, i wouldnt feel alone.

God took away the only girl i ever loved, selfishly,
spitfully he took him up above. 

i wish that my blood would leave these bones, and that when
i die im left alone.

That these thoughts and memories would burnden me no more,
and that my heart would stop the pain, ignore.

i never asked to be me, and im sorry for the things i do
that you see.

I cant help my action anymore then birds fly. im sorry i
hurt i cant tell you why.