sometimes i fear im not the person you want me to be,
and it hurts so much, it hurts all of me.

I lay awake on empty nights and think of your face
and i cant calm my heart, its pounding, painful pace.

I wish i could be the girl that you want me to be
and i hope one day the real me you'll see.

I cant admit i want you here
and that my heart bleeds when you are not near

I run to you, whenever you ask
and i hope are friendship can get past

this strange feeling i feel for you
because i know deep down it cant be true.

I cant love you.