It’d been so long
Since I felt this way.
You were so beautiful,
So I went you’re way.

We exchanged numbers
My heart was glad
I really thought there was something,
But caution I had.

When I stayed with you
That first night,
I was so comfortable,
Everything felt right.

The next day I went back
I couldn’t resist.
You held me so close
Renewed the feeling I had missed.

I wanted the feeling
To never cease
Nothing was missing,
I had every piece.

I couldn’t wait to go back
And be in your arms once more.
I was in a wonderful place
I had never been before.

You wanted me to dress sexy
And I knew why.
I did what you said
So you wouldn’t say bye.

That night was different,
So many firsts occurred.
I knew I shouldn’t,
But my judgment was blurred.

It wasn’t caused by alcohol,
Or any other drug.
The way you turned me on
Made my heart snug.

I didn’t feel bad
Until the next day.
Then I had guilt,
But I was okay.

I made a stupid comment
Whenever I was talking to you.
I felt so horrible, scared,
I wasn’t ready to be rid of you.

The next day was so hard,
I waited for you to call.
My heart started breaking
My hopes began to fall.

Finally we talked again
I was whole inside.
But your conversation was confusing
I didn’t know which was the right side.

Now I’m scared once more.
I’m waiting for you to decide my fate.
Give me an answer soon
So I don’t hold to a promise that’s fake.

Just tell me quick
It’ll hurt much less.
It’ll be like pulling off a Band-Aid,
No big mess.  ©