I can't eat 
I can't function
I am lost
I Don't know what to believe 
I want to know if I've been chasing the fairy tale like
dreams in my head or if I've been having premonitions 
It's difficult 
I dream to ask the question 
But cannot bear to hear that you have moved on
Moved past
Moved over me 
I love you
I have loved 
No other like 
I have loved
You My sweet 
Can not you see 
The love in my eyes when I see you 
Standing, standing across the room
Head held high
Thinking about something 
I wish it were me
Please dear please
Let me know 
Some way or another 
That you still love me 
Like I know you did. 
Please 
I shed tears on my pillow
I tear off my skin 
My heart sink to the bottom 
And I'm left hear anwser less
How am I supposed to function?