I thought I felt 
someone staring,
so I frantically  
followed foot steps
In the snow,
leading to the 
bathroom window,
accompanied by a chair
and I felt your presence 
there 


I thought maybe 
a few weeks of cartoons 
and a pair of 
brand new shoes 
could make air 
go the opposite way, 
I nodded and said
"i promise I won't say",
but I never said I wouldn't sing,
tones can technically 
make your "one"
into two disparate things 



Sneak into my room
to speech and tell me 
I'm too young to be 
reading sentimental 
fantasies,
but old enough to know
love is another word for bias,
that Barbie couldn't possibly 
marry Ken
because no chemistry 
in this world 
ever really exists


I thought maybe 
a few weeks of cartoons 
and a pair of 
brand new shoes 
could make air 
go the opposite way, 
I nodded and said
"i promise I won't say",
but I never said I wouldn't sing,
tones can technically 
make your "one"
into two disparate things 

In the barn 
there were shadows
of rusted up nothingness,
aside antique coca cola 
bottles collected
back in nineteen forty-eight
and diagonal were trays,
freezing and molding my blood, 
and I stared, praying 
that i was inhaling 
some kind of
poison in the air, 
Not realizing I had already 
taken my last breath, 
but by then it was too late


I thought maybe 
a few weeks of cartoons 
and a pair of 
brand new shoes 
could make air 
go the opposite way, 
I nodded and said
"i promise I won't say",
but I never said I wouldn't sing,
tones can technically 
make your "one"
into two disparate things 



I thought maybe 
a few weeks of cartoons 
and a pair of 
brand new shoes 
could make air 
go the opposite way, 
I nodded and said
"i promise I won't say",
but I never said I wouldn't sing,
tones can technically 
make your "one"
into two disparate things 


And you said 
I looked crazy because
I didn't smile all too often,
you should've seen 
all the teeth
when i heard 
you had been
relocated underground,
in a coffin