I can't love people any more,
 I only love the people who I have decided to love years ago
the people I almost know that will never hurt me,
 the reason I don't love people any more is because they
will hurt me but
 I don't think I deserve to be loved anyway 
I don't think I should be loved because I'm me
 I am worthless and broken and no one should have to deal
with me
…ever so thats why I want to die young and alone so I
won't be hurt again
…but there is a part of me that still has a little hope