* sorry i havent wrote in a while*

i wish my eyes were shut 
then I'd have no fears
go through life 
with no hate or tears

or if i were numb
I'd feel no pain
never drowning in shadows
or soaking in shame

maybe an angel 
feeling good so much
then i would'nt be scared
of love's sweet touch

kissing me softly
with one deep breath
sweeping me into 
eternity with the rest

i wish i wasnt 
always so alone
everybody's something
i just want to go home

nobody to talk to
they're all cloned and fake
and then there's me
easy to break

they think i stand on a pedestal
perfect picture in a frame
there's more to it
underneath the mask there's shame

horrible things
said and done
but nobody will listen
to them it's fun

i hold on to my anger
locked in a box
chains all around it
attached are locks

i wish there was a way
to let i tall out
but instead it builds up
exploding without a doubt

sometimes i want to scream
so long that life escapes
then I'd shut my eyes 
I'd be the angel of disgrace

*( I'm enjoying your comments thanks everyone)*