My Life- To my father and people, by Kaya V.
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My life is ruined
in a single second
My heart is filled
with traumatized tears
At the first time it happened
it cannot be erased
You chose to do this on that
very same day
My body is frozen
My heart is cold
My blood has waken
as you touched my soul
But the times goes by
you did not changed your mind
You kept on going
as you touched my body
You are supposed to protect me
But you did not as well
You decided to break the trust
as it filled my broken heart
My mind is racing
as thoughts cries for help
You did not hear it
as you took your mind on me
The time is ticking
My heart is pounding
There is no choice
but to be hiding
As the day goes by,
my life has changed
But the time goes by
it has to be arranged
My heart is filled with tears
as the same as the past
Now my mind is full of fears
as it races very fast
I feel invisible
as my life is too
But it is possible
to not be just like you
You have destroyed my life
when you used me
But I have this hope
that will surely lead me
I have a dream
that I am a victor
not a victim
but I will show you that later
Everytime I put this mask
My inside is hiding
No one knows my feelings
except for my smile
As it shows I am happy
but I am surely sad
I have to show my feelings
but I just can't
I am just weak
but not strong
No one knows my life
but me
My soul is not accepting
my body
I am not safe in me
but I am not safe
in others
You won't care
because you're criminal
Everyone is calling me names
even my friends in class
My life feels like a game
when people break my heart
Everyone is rejecting me
as I became invisible
I would love to die
as no one cares
Everyone turns around
as I ask for help
No one accepts my feelings
as i cry to die
I run away for good
nut I am returning to life
I don't want this
as people want me back
They are showing their love for short
but I am crying for long
No one cares for me
as I should die
I ask God
"Kill me before you're eyes"
But God doesn't want
because I'm his innocent child
I was kind to you
I was supporting
I was loving you
until my life turned
upside down
I was getting bigger
because of you
My heart cried for help
but no one heard
as they went on their own
I couldn't find my path
as I got confused
"What's happening to me"
Am I crazy?
I am smart
so am dumb
Which one is true
that people calls me
Life should end
but also start
It can be weak
but also strong
Life is in the blood
that captures events of
sadness and happiness
There is some ups and downs
But you shall listen to your heart
It might be hard but
it can be easy
Make your life positive
Get away from negative
Show your feelings when needed
But smile when you are happy
Life can be great
but can also be worse
Times flew by
but you can catch it
Be Happy
Be Sad
Be Angry
It's all what you had |
Posted: 2012-12-06 18:26:55 UTC |
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