You go 
You know
I'm trying 
Not to show
My worries
My concerns 
This helplessness 
I have learned
I sit 
I wait
I sit
Hesitate
Pondering
Procrastinating
My mind
Demonstrating
My lack 
Of soul
My lack
Of control
Honesty 
Dexterity
The choices
Popularity
Your choices
Regularity
The not right
The not wrong
Losing sight 
What was strong
I pause 
I pace
Again
I retrace
My steps 
My mystery
My Steps
The history
We wait to want
We want to wait
Trial and error
Anger and Terror
The next 
The checks
We try 
To protect
The lines 
We draw
The hand
Final straw
Continue with doubt
Or continue without
Unanswered
Unknown
The chances
We have thrown
I pause 
I pace
Again
I retrace
Our steps
Our mystery
Our path
Our history