I'm gonna,
Make something of today
End the lies that I embellish upon myself
Putting that wastefulness up on my shelf
Because that's not where I wanna be
And I know that
That two years from now I would be in the same place
If I don't do anything about it.

I'm gonna,
Decide to change
Make the sadness go away
Build up the confidence that'll stay
Longer and stronger for another day
And keep hoping and to God I pray
That either it'll grow or go away
Because I can't stand living this way
I need it to change
That's my way to keep me happy
Is to be what I am not
But I wanna be what I hope to be some day

I'm gonna,
Strive to live to a greater level
Strive to kick for a better team
Live to be the man that I see myself when I dream
I know that where I am at is not what will seem
To be who I actually wanna be
I still strive to think I will do
But that encouragement is long over due
Still been lonely with no help
Feel like I need the help from somebody else
Because I'm lonely

I'm gonna,
Swear upon my own grave that today is the day
That I will tear this self injustice from my skin
Will start anew after my heart is bashed in
That no matter the costs
I will breathe heavy
And thankfully
That I took my own path
To be where I wanted
Since I hit the 7th grade.