I'm lacking life.
  I've found belief.
  I've found faith.
  I've found hope.
  I've found peace.
   I've had fun.
   I've had love.
   I've had nothing.
   I've had some.
     I'm turning into less than I want to be.
     I'm turning into a man single, lost & not so free.
     I'm turning into a meat machine of a twisted empire.

Lonely, beaten, doing what I can.
  Forgetting how to be humble.
  Forgetting how to be patient.
  Forgetting how to be tolerant.
  Forgetting how to be who I truly am.

(S)ocietys (I)nsecure (N)eurosis
Begins to sink in...
Begins to swim in my mind.
Begins to twist my spirit.

             & yet I stop.

simply for the prospect of love...
simply for the hope of love...
simply for the faith of love...
simply for the belief of love...

               for the love of family...
               for the love of friends...
               for the love of people...
               for the love of the world...
               & for the love of a soulmate everlasting.

Some day, one day just not today.